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Bianca blinked. And it wasn't long before she remembered what Zachary meant.
It was Bianca who told Zachary that she couldn't call him “Honey” because they hadn't consummated their marriage.
“Or my name is fine too.
Zachary's rough fingertips caressed Bianca's lips. As if she expected her name to come out of those lips of hers.
Zachary's words could no longer be misunderstood. So he really...
Bianca's face flushed.
What should you do at a time like this? She was afraid of being disappointed if she looked forward to it, but when the reality came, she was stunned because she wasn't ready.
Needing some time to think, Bianca stuttered and tried to hold Zachary back.
“W-wait.
“I'm sorry I ignored your request for a successor until now. He had no doubt that he could bear it, but….
Despite Bianca's attempt to keep her distance, Zachary continued to stick to his words without hesitation. He admitted that he might seem a bit coercive, but he felt compelled to say so now. Until now, he tried to pretend to be calm in front of Bianca, but in reality, Zachary's heart was about to burst. The thrill of the blood-spattered battlefield would have been softer than this.
Winning the tournament, which everyone else calls an honor, was just a means for Zachary to deliver the golden rose to Bianca. He expected Bianca to be happy. Zachary would be satisfied even if the woman receiving the golden rose smiled gently.
Contrary to her expectations, however, Bianca's face filled with concern as Zachary approached her to hand her the golden rose. The moment Zachary faced the worry that dripped from his pale green eyes, he felt the patience he'd been holding on to be polite to Bianca shattered.
"Maybe Bianca likes me a little too."
As he thought about it, a pain worse than the pain of a knife stabbed him in the heart. He felt as if he was holding his heart with a piece of hot iron. It was a sweet tribulation beyond pain.
Amidst the dull cheers, only Bianca shone. The moment Bianca asked for a kiss, Zachary realized that he couldn't take it anymore. The heat that didn't spike even during jousting flared up and enveloped him.
I couldn't wait for Bianca to turn 18. No, it was hard to bear this moment right now.
Freedom, responsibility, respect… Everything he had reasoned with so far turned to ashes and disappeared like a moth in a bonfire.
What had been dismissed as the whispers of the devil to confuse him now sounded like the trumpet of an angel in ecstasy.
Zachary decided to stop arguing that he could take it.
And he admitted it. His own arrogant miscalculation.
“It was all arrogance.
With a low sigh, she held Bianca up.
Bianca was so light that he could easily lift her. The wish, that she once lost the reins of her, ran without hesitation. It wasn't easy getting the reins back from a loose stallion. Even more so if the reason of who had to take the reins of her flew through the air.
Bianca, in Zachary's arms, was rigid, unable to move.
It wasn't the first time she'd hugged Zachary like this, but it didn't look familiar.
Zachary laid Bianca carefully on the bed. The cushions of her bed wrapped softly around her back. He was aware of the situation, but he still didn't know what to do. As Bianca tried to unravel the intricacies of her mind, things progressed step by step.
Zachary's shadow fell over Bianca. Bianca looked at Zachary as he lay on the bed and took a deep breath. Due to the height difference, she always had to look down on Zachary, but today the feeling of intimidation was even greater.
Bianca tried to breathe slowly. Zachary gently caressed Bianca's cheek and whispered softly.
“If you want to refuse, now is your chance, Bianca. Hit my cheek hard. On the contrary….
A kind gesture. Intense oppression. And an irresistible suggestion.
Bianca's heart raced at will, and her attempts to catch her breath were in vain.
The lights in the room swayed for a moment in the night breeze that filtered through the cracks in the door, and a shadow fell across Zachary's face. But the determination in his black eyes was clear. A hoarse, slightly tired voice broke Bianca's heartbeat and penetrated her ear.
"I'll make love to you."
It was so direct that I couldn't ignore it anymore.
Until now, Bianca had tried to bring Zachary down in bed, but she thought it was just a physical union for the sake of succession.
It is often said that there are cases where the body is physically attached to one person and you give your heart to another, but that seemed to be the case with other people.
Bianca did not feel good in a relationship with a man, and a painful relationship made her feel less affection. So she thought it didn't matter.
She was convinced that she wouldn't give up her plans for Zachary… At the time of his return, obviously.
But now things were different.
Bianca now loves Zachary. The certainty of this feeling, on the contrary, plunged her into confusion. Her union could no longer be a means to an end. If she does it now, there will be no turning back. She is sure that she will not be able to get away from him.
At the same time, if he rejects it now, he feels that he will never get an opportunity like this again.
Bianca's decision was fixed.
“…It seems sudden. But it's okay.
Unable to refuse him, Bianca stifled her hesitation. She tried to pretend that she was okay, but her fingers were shaking.
He wanted to run away, but he had nowhere to run.
It wasn't because he was trapped in Zachary's arms and couldn't move. It would have been the same if he had allowed Bianca to move freely.
But, if she avoided him right now, she could clearly imagine that her relationship with Zachary would be postponed indefinitely.
It was rare for Zachary to be so active.
An opportunity like this would never present itself again.
Until now, no matter how hard I hit it, it has been like a closed clam unable to move.
She doesn't know what turned him on, but Bianca had to take this opportunity. Even for the goal that she longed for, or for her unrequited love of hers that she suddenly discovered.
Maybe Bianca's response was not good? Zachary's eyes narrowed. And he asked back, unable to hide his doubts from him.
"Do you know what I'll do now?"
-I know! I told you I had already learned everything.
Bianca gloated and raised the tip of her chin.
However, she bit her lip so hard, that blood began to drip from her tender flesh.
Zachary gently wiped Bianca's lips with his fingertips. There was still concern on her face. It was obvious that he didn't believe Bianca's answer.
“Today… may be the first day I've turned down a request from you. So if you want me to stop, say so now.
“I believe you will be able to adequately fulfill my request from today on. How many times are you going to ask me that? Do I have to ask you with my own mouth to fuck me?
Although she answered vigorously, Bianca's face turned red. She did not expect this reaction even in this situation. No, is this situation more prudent? Her nerve cords seemed to be on fire.
Despite Bianca's blatantly irritating yell, Zachary laughed softly. Bianca's heart raced at the smile that seemed to think Bianca was cute.
Bianca repeated to herself as if to persuade herself. It's just a meaningless laugh. Do not misunderstand, do not get carried away….
Bianca screamed to herself, but it was
vain. It was because every word of Zachary's shook her all over again.
-I'm worried about you. I will try to hold on to my reason as long as possible. But I don't know how long I'll last.
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